ABOUT ME

Hello beautiful soul,

I’m so glad you’ve found your way here. My name is Kate Megee and while professionally I say I’m a Messenger & Guide, personally, I’m a woman who’s a lot like you.

A woman who’s been on a journey of personal growth and self-discovery. A woman who wants to be the best version of herself, understand her purpose and have the confidence and courage to live it.

There’s always been within me a deep need to know life in a bigger way, to understand why I’m here and to truly know who I am. My journey through life seeking the answers to those questions, has been one of the most incredible rides I could have ever embarked on.

Certainly, and most definitely, not always pretty, but that’s the nature of life, that’s the nature of growth, that’s the nature of becoming who we truly are.

It’s the ride of a lifetime!

HOW IT BEGAN

This journey began for me in high school. My first 2 years were spent at an all-girls school and while the first year was fine, the second wasn’t. That year I had every last shred of my self-esteem and confidence run into the ground after being bullied and outcast.

This experience led me to hate myself so deeply that for many years I couldn’t really understand why anyone would want to be friends with me. From the moment I opened my eyes in the morning to the moment I’d finally cry myself to sleep, I had an incessant mean voice in my head beating me up and tearing me apart.

I clearly remember wishing that I could just stick a garden hose in my head and simply wash away all the negativity, the toxic thoughts, and mean words. I truly wanted to feel different and most of all I just wanted to feel happy.

I then spent years of my life hiding my true self for fear of further judgement and rejection and I had a deep and pervading sense of not being good enough that underlay everything I did, felt and believed about myself. The true sense of happiness I was seeking always seemed to elude me and I had a constant feeling that something in my life was missing. And it was. The real me was missing.

As challenging and difficult as this time in my life was, I wouldn’t give it back for anything. It taught me about how I wanted to be treated and how I wanted to treat others. In hindsight, it was my first experience of how everything we experience in life happens for us, not to us. And while I definitely understood at that time, that it was more important that I truly love and accept myself, it has been a lifetime’s work to undo the foothold of that negative voice in my head who never missed a day to remind me of how unimportant, faulty, and unworthy she thought I was.

LOVE SCHOOL

When I was 27, I met my now husband and our relationship sparked my most earnest efforts to finally have the clear and distinct answer to the lifelong questions I’d held about who I was and my purpose in life. Like all relationships, ours has been the incredible opportunity for both of us to come face to face with our deepest work and do what it takes to grow together, and individually, and become the best versions of ourselves in service of our relationship.

It was around this time that I wholeheartedly committed to what I call my journey home. The journey home to my true self. A journey that always felt to me like a journey inward, to the core of who I am, to the deepest layers of my being. I knew that if I could find a way to connect with this central part of me, I would know who I was and what I was here to do.

And so it began again.

Taking Steps forward

Life had now become one great journey of reading books, taking courses, investing in coaching, going to retreats and events, meeting new people, having new experiences, joining Masterminds, gaining certifications and accreditations and so on. All these experiences helped me to become self-aware, to see myself from a completely new perspective that made it much easier for me to see where I could change, what I could do differently and how I was getting in my own way of success. I loved this work so much so that I trained to be a Holistic Health Coach through IIN and then went on to expand my coaching with a Life Coaching certification with the Coaches Training Institute.

Now I finally found myself getting to help others the way I always knew I was meant to. I’d thought “this is it! I’ve found what I’m supposed to be doing in my life and I absolutely love it!”. And I did. Getting to see women create powerful positive change in their lives and then fully living out those benefits, truly lit me up. And it did for a few years.

But something still felt like it was missing. Some deeper part of me still felt empty and unfulfilled. Turns out my questions had not yet been fully answered.

And so, I begged the universe for an answer. Literally. I remember the night very clearly. As I lay in bed, I put my hands on my heart and I prayed to the universe and said “show me what I’m supposed to do, show me who I’m here to serve. I want to know what my purpose is and I’m so ready to live that now! I’m so ready, let’s do this! Show me my purpose and I am all yours!”.

And you know what? I honestly expected to wake up the next day and just know the answer to those questions or that at some time in the next week it would simply dawn on me and I’d be off and running. But here’s the thing. That’s not how the Universe works. When we ask a question like that and are truly ready for the answer, we must also be truly ready for what comes next. And that is, the learning by way of our own life, aka life happening for us, in order to learn the answer first hand! My answer came by way of 2 of the most intense years of my life. I was to become a completely different person, walk to the absolute edges of who I thought I was and come face to face with who I was being so that I could choose my authentic truth instead!

COMING UNDONE

This time in my life began with a move to Japan from Hungary, a place I loved and felt at home in. A place where I’d begun to establish a community of friends, a network for my business and a life I really loved. Basically, I wasn’t all that keen to leave so arriving in Japan, for many reasons, was something I was reluctant to do. We’d bought a hotel in a ski region and were fully renovating it ready to open for the upcoming ski season. It was a massive undertaking.

I didn’t know it at the time, I didn’t understand, but my experiences were triggering my inner critic, a voice I’d managed to live with in a somewhat symbiotic way up until this time. It began as simply as being stressed by our budget getting tighter and tighter, finding qualified workers, all under the pressure of time to get renovations completed before we were scheduled to open, meeting the requirements of health and safety regulations that seemed to change each time someone came by, and doing all of this in a foreign country in a foreign language with so much being “lost in translation”.

It was intense. There was so much pressure, not a lot of sleep, a mountain of worry, stress, anxiety and for me, fear. Fear of the massive unknown in front of us and how we would pull everything together to open on time for the winter ski season. We managed, but having never run a hotel, a café or a restaurant (both of which we added to the hotel), it was a steep learning curve and the most intense four months of my life after an already intense year.

I ended that first season feeling like I’d been chewed up and spat out! I don’t really know how else to describe it. I was a fragile mess and the time between winter seasons was not enough for me to fully recover before we were back at it again. By the end of that second season, I had fallen into a deep state of depression, fear, and constant anxiety. My life felt awful, my relationship was suffering, I was in tears any time I was alone and the noise in my head was incessant. Something had to change!

I knew that I had wandered so far away from any trace of who I’d thought I was up until that point, got so lost in the chaos, fear and confusion of my mind (aka inner critic) that I desperately needed some kind of intervention to find myself again before things got worse. I needed help or my life was going to fall apart at the hands of my unhealthy mental state. I also knew, I couldn’t find the solution while living in what I perceived to be “the problem” that what was “making me this way”. I needed a break, some place that made me feel calm, so that I could collect my thoughts and figure out what the hell had gone wrong and how I could get back on track.

awakening to truth

That place was Ubud, Bali. A place where I could do tons of yoga, meditation, eat healthy food, and be alone. All things that help me feel connected to who I know I am.

I knew I needed to unwind both my body and mind and to get out of my head. I needed to release the pent-up stress I felt and slow down so I could hear myself again. I also knew I needed to talk to someone to help me see things differently so that I could truly make a positive change. So, I booked a session with a Spiritual Counsellor. I was not prepared for what came next!

I describe my first session like this. It was like getting into a fight and losing, but really enjoying the beating! Yes, very weird, I know. As I sat in the chair opposite this guy, I poured out my sob story thinking he would validate my struggles and challenges and then shed new light on them. No! He was tough and kept saying, “you’re not telling me the truth. Tell me again!”.

This was confusing at first, but each time I told him my story, he’d repeat that statement until finally, I spat out truths. Truths that felt like punches to my stomach. That left me in a state of shock, disbelief, and like a part of me had fractured and was somehow becoming apparent to me for the first time in my life. And it was. I was coming face to face with my ego, and my ego was putting up one hell of a fight.

I ended up having 2 more sessions with Satyama and my life has never been the same since. I experienced what is called both a dark night of the soul and an awakening. It was the most horrific moment of my life as I had to take full responsibility for all the things I had done up until that moment, and no longer allow my ego to play me as the victim. It was also the most liberating experience of my life, beginning to see that I was an active participant in creating the reality I was living. How the very thoughts straight from the mouth of my inner critic, had painted a picture for me of my life that simply wasn’t true.

They say the truth will set you free. It certainly does.

LIVING AUTHENTICALLY

When I returned to Japan, I did so with 80% less noise in my head and this new, quiet mental space, opened up for me a deep connection with life, love, and what is possible for all of us. I felt a genuine sense of calm, peace, and ease within me even though nothing in my external world had changed.

Just as I had hoped, I could finally hear myself again but more than that, I could now hear something even deeper. My soul. With this new voice to listen to and follow, slowly but surely, I began to sense who my authentic self really was, know what I needed to be doing to embody her and could see how this new knowing of myself informed my work, my relationships, and my business.

This knowing led me to take a Certification in Akashic Record Reading. Something I’d never thought about doing. The first time I opened someone’s records and began bringing through imagery and guidance by way of my intuitive senses, I finally knew who I was. I knew I’d found that missing piece of me, my true self. The part of me that had felt empty and unfulfilled for so long, was now filled with new life that bought me so much joy. I committed to learning more and expanding my abilities which opened me to channelling guides and guidance for others.

AND HERE WE ARE

One of the most powerful shifts in all of this has been the facing of my fears of judgement and rejection all over again as I stopped hiding the truth of who I am. As I began showing up as, talking about and sharing this spiritual aspect of me and my work. It brings me the deepest joy and is an ever expanding gift.

When we truly walk the path of who we really are, life becomes magical. What’s on the other side of our greatest fear really is everything we dream of and more! My life today is filled with love, but a love that comes from deep within me. A connection not only to myself but also to the beauty of life that all of us have access to if we can clear the way to hear and feel it.

No matter where you find yourself on your journey of personal or spiritual growth, you are so welcome here. I began just curious to be a better, healthier, happier version of me and that lead me on quite an incredible path. All our journeys are unique and personal, I sincerely hope that among the pages of my website you find something that resonates with you and helps you take leaps and strides forward to become the absolute best of you. The world needs you to be her, now more than ever!

With so much love,

PROFESSIONAL BIO

Kate Megee holds a B. Science in Medical Imaging which offered her an in depth understanding of the anatomy and physiology of the human body. Her years working as a Radiographer in Australia fuelled her existing passion for health, well-being, and fitness as she dealt daily with the illness and disease bought on by unhealthy diets and lifestyle choices.

Kate is a Certified Health Coach through the Institute for Integrative Nutrition in New York. Her work as a Health Coach led her to discover that so much of what we put in our bodies, how we feel and how we look, is not directly linked to what diet we are on, our willpower or our genetics, but rather, heavily influenced by every other aspect of our life. This led her to continue her education and become a Co-Active Life Coach with the Coaches Training Institute (CTI) in London.

Kate is also a 200 hr RYT (Registered Yoga Teacher), an accreditation recognised worldwide through the Yoga Alliance.

In recent years, Kate has undertaken numerous trainings, certifications, and accreditations that have allowed her to expand, deepen and develop her intuitive skills and capabilities under the tutelage of world renowned doctors, scientists, and practitioners leading the way in the exploration of consciousness and our human potential and evolution.

Kate combines her unique skill set to help those waking up to their self-imposed limitations and beliefs, aiding them in reconnecting with their true purpose, their soul and higher levels of consciousness, so they may experience their full potential as both a human and spiritual being in this lifetime.